My Dream

Well I did it. I asked the girl to the dance. She would say yes im easily im sure, but there is a problem. Shes the homecoming queen. Im not exactly high up on the social latter, so not sure if it would be acceptable for me to go. Kinda sucks. She might go with a guy thats pretty cool, but i can tell if anything happens between them, it wont be for long. She better not ever find this.

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eh

I had a Dream

No, really I did. I asked this girl who I have been friends with for a long time to the prom. She said yes as long as I ask her to marry her, so I did by pulling out my class ring from my pocket...Whats strange is I was considering asking her. I gotta ask early cuz she is gonna be asked early already, but middle of summer?? Still alot of love crap in that dream to just completely ignore it.

It's been a week

Wow, I said what I thought Monday. It feels like a month ago, and at the same time 10 minutes ago. I'm so glad I did it; I cant imagine keeping it to myself this long. We talked a little, which was good I guess. Sorta weird though

Freedom

I told her my feelings, its gonna be awkward around us two now, but its out. I feel great, but still cant stop thinking about her. I wonder if shes thinking about me. I didnt ask her out, which is good, cuz i found out shes talking to someone. Well heres hoping everything works out...

Crazy

I just realized my last two posts (3 counting this one) have been about her. A. Twigg, I'm crazy for you.

Here I am again

Please don't read this I really just get on here to post stuff I can't post anywhere else in fear that someone will see it and think I...well I'm not sure...just this crap annoys me when I see it, so I don't wanna bother other people with mine. I have fallen for this girl hard. And I think I'm pushing it too far because I want some progress. This girl is great. She is funny, smart, pretty, movie lover, athletic and competitive, and likes to have fun. Her laugh makes me laugh, which is something I love to do. What I have I don't think is love, but it's still important.