OUCH

so my best friend who's a girl was also my crush, took a chance, she said she needed to think it through.......she did.....we are still just friends

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Help we need somebody, Help anybody

With the sudden boom in viewers (in case you are reading this I'm using sarcasm) i decided to post a new..well ..post with an actual purpose. I don't know if you noticed but this country is sorta in turmoil....we have big businesses filing bankrupt, people more than ever out on the streets, millions spent on the war in Iraq (we did the right thing finishing it not sure about starting), and wall street is more like an alley now. Whatever happened to The United States? Our president is spending millions, almost BILLIONS on things that are secondary. If you didn't see he granted a bunch of money FOR DIGITAL TELEVISION. If we are in such a recession why?! Anyway, what happened to the glory days of America. I can tell you one reason. We don't care anymore about helping one another. We only care about us and anyone close to us. We think its a great deed to hold the door open. But really, it's not. Another reason is laziness. We have a bunch of people on welfare that shouldnt be. They are to lazy to get a job. I know some are doing there best but others just collect the money and trade it in for booze and cigarettes. COME ON PEOPLE. We have got to get it together. For example, I know my family and I give to charities that help people get back on their feet. Instead of just letting them have the money, they help them. We are republican so don't think we are a bunch of hippies. I think the president could help us out by giving us tax breaks unlike what he is going to do which in case no one watches the news he is going to raise them. We need to spend more so he is making us pay more, that makes not sense. The point is that in order for the USA to be back, we need to give some, lend a helping hand. I truly think that will help better than any plan the Capitol is thinking up.

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So what do you think?

Batman pictures

ive worked hard on these and wanna show it.

girls

ITS VALENTINES TIME. guess who has nobody. ME. Its not that i cant get a girl, its just i cant get a good girl. i am tired of all the girls that basically say by their clothes that they are only after sex. i mean cant their be ONE decent looking girl who isnt. but no, in my town we dont have any girl like that. we either get nice christian, but boring as a board, or exciting good looking girl who is something that rhymes with floor. why cant their be anyone?

batman

ok so i love batman. I mean the movies, comic books, everything. and thats just about all i draw is batman related stuff. but i stopped and thought about it for a while. what if someone actually BECAME someone like batman. sure he couldnt have the batmobile but he could strike fear into the hearts of criminals in his neighborhood. how devoted someone would have to be. i even planned out how i could be someone like that. just an ordinary person believing that their town could be better. that their town deserved to be better than what it was. i am TIRED of people only out there for themselves, never thinking about others. our world has become corrupt with people like that. that also includes people on welfare( not all people) that are never going to really try to work, because they are already being taken care of. they dont care about us. i was thinking how batman, and hundreds of real people, are willing to give their life for the bettering of the world. this world deserves a better class of people, and im going to do my best to give it to them.

art club

i love sketching and drawing and i think its a great way to relax (hopefully i will figure out how to update pictures onto here). im not great but i still love it. anyway so i joined art club at our school thinking its more of what i want to do. its not. its painting. i am a horrible painter (but im getting better) and we have to paint a huge mural on the wall of the local YMCA. I have to concentrate to do my best and not mess up big time and without even noticing the permanent paint goes all over my arms and hands (and apparently a scratched my face so my face has some too) this would have been fine if i didnt have a basketball game in 30 minutes. scratch that basketball PHOTOS in 30 minutes (the game was in an hour if anyone cares oh and we got killed). i was scrubbing paint off with the coke my dad got me for a drink. by the time i got to the photo place i got almost all of it off. but my arm was definitaly pink from it. Ah good times good times

I have no clue if anyone will read this

so i really want to go somewhere in life. i love MOST of my friends, but you ever feel like your parents would hate them. my parents hate swearing, i dont swear, but most of my friends do. i really want to hang out with my friends but if my mom ever met them i would never see them again. anyway, i am a Christian and am actually a really big part i think in my church. Do you ever wonder what we were made for. i mean what YOU were made for, what are you personally supposed to do for the world. i want to find out but i just feel like im being held down by my school. as i said my friends, i really cant talk to any of them about any of this. but i really want to be someone i want to influence someone to become someone. so if anyone reads this and understands how i feel it would be great if you could talk to me or something. i would love to talk to someone