batman

ok so i love batman. I mean the movies, comic books, everything. and thats just about all i draw is batman related stuff. but i stopped and thought about it for a while. what if someone actually BECAME someone like batman. sure he couldnt have the batmobile but he could strike fear into the hearts of criminals in his neighborhood. how devoted someone would have to be. i even planned out how i could be someone like that. just an ordinary person believing that their town could be better. that their town deserved to be better than what it was. i am TIRED of people only out there for themselves, never thinking about others. our world has become corrupt with people like that. that also includes people on welfare( not all people) that are never going to really try to work, because they are already being taken care of. they dont care about us. i was thinking how batman, and hundreds of real people, are willing to give their life for the bettering of the world. this world deserves a better class of people, and im going to do my best to give it to them.

art club

i love sketching and drawing and i think its a great way to relax (hopefully i will figure out how to update pictures onto here). im not great but i still love it. anyway so i joined art club at our school thinking its more of what i want to do. its not. its painting. i am a horrible painter (but im getting better) and we have to paint a huge mural on the wall of the local YMCA. I have to concentrate to do my best and not mess up big time and without even noticing the permanent paint goes all over my arms and hands (and apparently a scratched my face so my face has some too) this would have been fine if i didnt have a basketball game in 30 minutes. scratch that basketball PHOTOS in 30 minutes (the game was in an hour if anyone cares oh and we got killed). i was scrubbing paint off with the coke my dad got me for a drink. by the time i got to the photo place i got almost all of it off. but my arm was definitaly pink from it. Ah good times good times

I have no clue if anyone will read this

so i really want to go somewhere in life. i love MOST of my friends, but you ever feel like your parents would hate them. my parents hate swearing, i dont swear, but most of my friends do. i really want to hang out with my friends but if my mom ever met them i would never see them again. anyway, i am a Christian and am actually a really big part i think in my church. Do you ever wonder what we were made for. i mean what YOU were made for, what are you personally supposed to do for the world. i want to find out but i just feel like im being held down by my school. as i said my friends, i really cant talk to any of them about any of this. but i really want to be someone i want to influence someone to become someone. so if anyone reads this and understands how i feel it would be great if you could talk to me or something. i would love to talk to someone